Here we go again...I took Luke to the doctor today to have his head looked at and can you guess what they told me? Yep, he needs a helmet. Oh my gosh, seriously?!? My eyes welled up with tears and I almost broke down right there. Although deep down I already knew it was coming, I was hoping the doctor would tell me it wasn't as bad as I thought and he would grow out of it. Nope. Now I am headed up to Salt Lake to have his head measured in order to try and get our insurance to pay for it. It was almost exactly 3 years ago I did the same thing with Brady and Easton.
I feel like a failure. I did not want to go through this again. I tried so hard to put Luke on his tummy and turn his head when he was sleeping. I even went against the "back to sleep" saying and had him take at least 1 nap a day on his tummy (making sure he was breathing every 5 minutes). Despite my best efforts I find myself right back in the same situation.
Ryan doesn't want to do it and I am dreading it. It was hell with the boys. They had a hard time getting comfortable and stopped sleeping through the night. Luke is the best baby and an awesome sleeper. I really don't want to mess with that. I am dreading the constant stares, whispering, and questions that will come our way every day. It is really annoying. Plus, it is almost summer and just thinking about having that huge thing on his head 23 hours a day makes me sweat.
Okay, I am done complaining. I am lucky to even have this cute, flat-headed baby to put a helmet on! I am grateful that there is something that can help him have a more normal and rounded head. I am grateful that I have good health insurance that will help us pay for this. I am grateful I have a sister and a mom who are willing to help with my kids so I don't have to drag all 3 of them to all these appointments. I am going to make the best of the situation and just be glad that I can help my baby in case he is bald some day :) Wish us luck!
P.S. If you didn't see Brady and Easton with their helmets you are missing out! It was quite the sight. Luke's is going to be a clear plastic, not as thick or blue so hopefully we won't stand out as much! I will try and find a picture later to post.